people

Recently I have noticed that there are alot of lonely people out there. Although I am alone I don't feel lonely. I have recently been on three dates with three different women. All three had very different personalities, different lifestyles and wanted different things out of life. The one thing they had in common was their overall desire to be loved.  All had been in a long term relationships at one time in their lives, and were searching hard for that again. Of course none were for me. I feel bad for them. I can not give them what they are looking for. I decided today that I was done dating for a while. It's only been 7 weeks since the x and I broke up, five if you go by the official Facebook breakup. I always thought that God had brought me and her together for a reason. I don't know if that is true anymore. I do know that in mine eyes no one else will ever measure up.